Too Much Sex . . . and the City

Sometimes I have nights.. when I watch a billion episodes of Sex and the City. My cousin lent me the entire series, so it's quite hard not to run over, and pop the disc into my computer drive. But man - o - man does it make me think! That show, though some things are quite unrealistic to where life's at, has some good points. Like Carrie, she felt like the only person who wanted to be in a single, two people, man on woman relationship. I don't see anything wrong with wanting that. First of all, it's complicated.. but not to the point where you don't remember the guy from last night's name. That's just sloppy. But this is tricky stuff.. everyone has their own engine, and their own "special" gasoline to make it go. I don't know. I guess it just pissed me off that the episode revolved around three-somes, and than they turn out to be a failure! Well, here's an idea. Don't have one with someone you actually care about, because you'll end up getting JEALOUS. Yeah! Why do people think that they can experiment in that way, and NOT feel jealous...? Boggles me.

Sometimes I forget what I am doing where I am. But then all it takes is a little reminder, and I'm right back at home again.

WORRY WORT

Worrying is as natural to me as breathing. I wish it wasn't. I know it's normal to worry sometimes, but not all the time? I over analyze simple situations, dwell on things that won't happen for months and even years, and in doing all of that I drive myself insane!! If it were easy to avoid worrying I would, and I've been working on calming myself down but it is so difficult to remain at ease when there are so many things to think about that could effect me and my future.

Me, Myself, and I

We as humans are not coins punched out of metal, but individuals. And as individuals we lead our own lives. So many times I have battled with my inner self over what to be and what not to be, according to what everyone else thinks. Why? It bothers me that I've allowed myself to shrink to that standard. Yes I think as humans we should listen to others sometimes, but not all the time. That only makes our own voice smaller. I want my own voice to get louder. My reason for being is to have a voice that is my own and no one else's but my own. Just food for thought

SUN DROP!

I watched that new Sun Drop soda commercial and realized how much the girl reminds me of myself.. I am a white girl, with ginger hair, and I have the same offbeat personality. And, I'll prove it by showing the world! I just think it's really funny that I found my MATCH! haha drop it like it's hot! drop it like it's NOT

I actually want to make my own video.! But I just need someone who is good and editing and stuff.. because I am not good with that.! Not as good as.... dropping it... buhahaha Now I feel obligated to try sun drop, lol damn you commercial you make me want to quench it!